alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum!

day by day, we are living better.. with the people whom we trusted and loved, love and care for us back in return.. syukur! as time helps us to be better, learn something new and even finding your true identity. somehow, even we are trying more and more to learn about ourselves, the more we get questions. and that's why, we're living day by day with Allah's permission to learn the value of life. He gives us tests, difficult time, sad feelings and so forth just for us to know that everything happens for a reason. We never know now why it happened but somehow, later on we'll realise that Allah gave us the most wonderful taught and makes us even stronger in believing Him and be matured to face life. The tests given sometimes we never expected that to happen or maybe we never ever be ready to hold such pain but yeah, we have to be strong, we have to be prepared and we have to be grateful as Allah sayang kita sebab tu Allah bagi ujian untuk menguji sejauh mana keimanan kita kepada Nya. 

p/s:im trying to be better, insyaAllah

and as for today, im happy. to have family and close friends by my side. guys, you all complete my day! Alhamdulillah :)

yeah yeah yeah, back to malay writingggggg.. hehe sejak dua menjak ni kalau ada yg perasan i am quite emo and sebenarnya masih dalam mood yang tak terkawal. eh? haha tah la. the feelings when you do something wrong. haa mcm tu la.. tapi it's getting better now.. lega sangat sangat everything is just fine. atas doa doa dr org yang tersayang suma. ecehh. thanks sesangat kepada people yg support me whenever i am down plus so upset in this whole week.

weh.. aku ada lagi seminggu ja cuti ni.. ahad depan dah nak kena balik rumah sewa. ok ini bajet. mcm arau dengan kangaq jauh kan. tapi kan weh, parents aku cakap better dok rumah sewa sbb ada kawan kawan nanti senang belajar sama sama lepastu kalau ada kelas malam tak susah sangat nak berulang jauh jauh bukannya duduk di luar senang nak berfoya foya dengan kawan kawan ye adik. ok faham mak, bapak. memang aku pun akan lebih harder and fight for next sem, semester five, FINAL YEAR. ohhhh! O.O 

im just promising myself to work even harder just to make my parents smile and feel worth having me ;)

and yeah, aku sedang menggunakan hari hari jam jam minit minit saat saat di rumah dengan sebaik mungkin sementara lagi seminggu akan mula sesi pemerahan otak. Alhamdulillah, nikmat belajar yang awesome aku dapat, so aku bersyukur sangat sangat, sbb org cakap kalau dah kerja nanti you will be missing the study time :DD i have fun in my study and i admit it and i hope i will have fun too in my work soon, three to four years lagi, insyaAllah.

im writing soooooo long and i think i would've stop here! :p

take care everybodayhhh!

Thanks ALLAH for this feeling, relieved!!!